Note – This post about love discusses a part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. Before writing this story, I reviewed my journal entries, therapy notes, and doctor notes. Tears […]

Note – This post discusses prayer as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. Though the nightmares started in October 2018, my stomach pains began in March 2018. These pains […]

Note – This post discusses prayer as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. When I returned to Raleigh in early January 2020, I had problems adjusting to the new […]

Note – This post discusses prayer as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. I went to Mass regularly for most of my life, yet I didn’t stay until the […]

Note – This post discusses the military as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. The evil thoughts that had lessened over the summer intruded once again in different forms […]

Note – This post discusses a panic attack as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. I finished my work projects and drove to both factories to say farewell to […]

Note – This post discusses a funeral as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. The dream confirmed my decision to leave Caterpillar. As I planned to leave in March […]

Note – This post discusses a dream as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. The first week back to work after Labor Day reminded me of the first day […]

Note – This post discusses the summer of 2019 as part of my mental health story from 2018 to 2020 and may trigger unwanted thoughts or emotions in those that have suffered traumas. This post is part of a story told chronologically. The baptisms reinvigorated my desire for Christian healings. As a result, I found […]